Brian came into the world crying and he would cry til he was about 4 months old. The doctor just said it was colic. Oh how I wish I had this crying baby back. I would take him away from John Clark the destroyer and his brother who was 1 year older than him. I truly would even go back further and never have had anything to do with John Clark and hence never had these children. I say this because I don't even have these children now. Brian was shot and killed by his brother. This is a family that should have never, ever been. But for some reason, God wanted them to come together only to be separated so harshly.